Monday, December 27, 2010

Merry Late Christmas

Merry Christmas to you all.
So I hope you all have a very merry Christmas, also I hope you all received at least one gift you wanted. This Christmas no one in my house hold thought it felt like it was actually the 25th of December. We all woke up and had to check calendars and the TV. 

I was lucky to have my cousins and aunt staying over. The young child was excited enough for the rest of us thank the goddess. 

My Christmas was good, I was given Last Sacrifice (Vampire Academy, Book 6) by my boyfriend and an amazingly beautiful watch made of white gold by my mum. Other than those to amazing gifts I received nothing , but hey what did I expect, well actually I expected nothing. 

Now I have to go work on writing my own books, I have been giving my self a goal of how many pages I wanted to get done a day, and so far I have been reaching them. So now I am off to get some more work done on my books before I start Tafe in the new year also while I either go to school or get a job. But until then I will be working on my books. 

Keep smiling and enjoy the rest of 2010. :D 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Still Can't Pick A Present.

So yesterday when I went Christmas shopping I didn't get much done sadly. I got a present for mum, dad and Amy but other than that I still have not a clue.

What I got while shopping yesterday.

1) A 1000 piece puzzle for dad
2) 2 packs of gummy bears for dad
3) The Twilight Saga: Eclipse (Single-Disc Edition) for amy
4) Nightshade: Book 1 For me :D
5) The Mediator: Grave Doubts and Heaven Sent (Mediator Bind Up) For me again

That was it and I still have $40 left on my gift card but I still a few gifts I have left to buy.

So News, I have to drive up to Kilcoy this after noon and get Alisa and the kids and drive them down, as Brooke (Alisa's daughter) Broke her arm and Alisa has broken a bone in her wrist. So I am the driver :D

But until I leave to pick them up I am stuck doing house work. Well I should be doing house work but right now I can't be bothered.

I wrapped a few presents for our house mate, and then came back to my computer. I might be moving to Melbourne, Part of me is really excited and the other half nervous and really scared.  Like moving down there would be really great and a chance to live with the love of my life and leaving behind the family I hate, the scary part is leaving the family I love. Life is confusing, but if my boyfriend moves I am going with him, if the offer still stands.

Now I must go and get ready for my one hour drive to Kilcoy and then my one hour drive back. I just remembered  that Alisa and her 3 kids will be spending Christmas here, my first Christmas with out Steven (Alisa's oldest child/4 child) it will be lonely this year, I will miss him. It is sad what happened between him and Alisa.

Here is the low down, they had a disagreement. Alisa told Steven to leave he refused and garbed her arm and she twisted. Between the twist and his pressure she broke a small bone in her wrist. Now Steven is facing charges and is never aloud back there. So now I am missing my cousin/brother. It hurts to know what happened, growing up with him we were always close and there for each other but this time I wasn't there and it went to far.

There is a small chance he might come over to visit my house on Christmas day, I really hope he dose just so I can check if he is OK, he helped me through a lot of crap in my life I want to return the favor but I guess I was to late.

Well I must be off,
Things to do,
Potions to brew.
You know the usual
Keep Smiling and have a good Christmas.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Christmas Time

Why is it when I step into the shopping center all I can here are Christmas carols, it really sucks. I am not a family person or a family seasons person. No matter what time of year it is, every holidays or event I am stuck and surrounded by unwanted family. I love my family, just not a whole lot, I would rather spend the day with a book than sit around talking about the upcoming new year and things that do not interest me.

But on Christmas eve, I hope to have my dad visit so I can give him his present (i have not a clue what) and then spend time with him. My mum is taken care of I have made her a necklace, I have called it the golden ocean. I made it with a shell I got from Melbourne and added a few beads and a bit of wire and BAM! there was here present.

So Dad came over and gave me my Christmas present, it is a gift card with $100 on it :D which will help cut down my shopping list ALOT. Plus my boyfriend said he is getting me a book, so note to self keep all receipts just in case he buys me something I already have.

My family have decided that Christmas day they will all come to my place and spend the day, I really wish they wouldn't but hey a girl can hope they all forget. If not I can get Brooke to bring a book and if it is sunny we can sun bake together, I really need a sun tan.

Along with a tan I plan on buying $100 worth of books and a few dvds with my present from my dad, what I'm going to buy I have no clue. Also with that money I have to buy my best friends niece  (I'm like a adopted aunt) a present. So my shopping list is growing. But hey at least it will be a good Christmas with my friends.

A list of books I have put on lay by.
1) My Love Lies Bleeding By Alyxandra Harvey
2) Out for Blood (Drake Chronicles) by Alyxandra Harvey
3) Guilty Pleasures (Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter) By Layrell K Hamilton
4) Night Star (Immortals) By Alyson Noel
5) Dead in the Family (Sookie Stackhouse, Book 10) By Charlaine Harris

Now another list of things I have to buy for xmas.
1) Vampire Dvd For Tracey
2) Perfume For Mum
3) Book For Boyfriend
4) Gift for Amy
5) Gift for Dad

But for now I am off to do some shopping with best friend Amy of course :D

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

So I Haven't Been Here

Hey everyone I know I said I was going to post as soon as I got home from Tracey's but I haven't had time until now.

Ok so thanks a lot to penguin Australia for tormenting me for about a month. I have been keeping track of the Vampire academy tease trailers and well, I MUST buy last sacrifice this after noon. If not I think I will die and that is total seriousness. I must have that book, or it shall end my world. Next time I will not be watching all the tease trailers.

Now onto my xmas wish list. Ok I know it is kinda Huge but still.

1) Entice by Carrie Jones
2) Night Star (Immortals) by Alyson Noel
3) Crescendo (Hush, Hush) by Becca Fitzpatrick
4) Dead in the Family (Sookie Stackhouse, Book 10) By Charlaine Harris
5) Soulless (The Parasol Protectorate) by Gail Carriger
6) Blameless (The Parasol Protectorate) by Gail Carriger
7) Linger (Wolves of Mercy Falls, Book 2) by Maggie Stiefvater
8) The Summoning (Darkest Powers, Book 1) by Kelly Armstrong
9) The Fledgling Handbook 101 (House of Night) by P.C Cast
10) Kissing Sin (Riley Jensen, Guardian, Book 2) by Keri Arthur
11) Blood Song by Cat Adams
12) Siren Song by Cat Adams
13) Blood Law: A Novel by Jeannie Holmes
14) Firelight by Sophie Jordan
15) Nightshade by Andrea Cremer
16) Afterlight: The Dark Ink Chronicles by Elle Jasper
17) The Body Finder by Kimberly Derting
18) Hex Hall (Book 1) by Rachel Hawkins

So that is my wish list. It could go on for ever, trust me.

Our trip to Aussie Wrold was called off due to the weather and the impossable rain, but insted we went shopping, and I had money so OPPSIE.

My shopping list. I also had a caramel cuppachino and I now have a new coffee favorite.

1) The Vampire Diaries: The Complete First Season
2) The Mediator: Love You to Death and High Stakes (Mediator Bind Up)
3) Candy Canes (raspberry flavor)
4) The Twilight Saga Eclipse: The Official Illustrated Movie Companion
5) A Small Pillow With Jacob and Bella on it.

I know I should be saving my money for Christmas but the money forced me to spend it I swear. :D It was using mind control.

Talking about spending money, I have been bribed into unpacking my mums room for a book, now I wanted to buy Last Sacrifice, but my love told me that I was not aloud to buy it as he wanted me to wait until Christmas when he would give it to me. I know it is an imposable task but I will TRY (note the TRY part) not to buy the book.

So I must go shopping and buy my new book Glimmerglass (Faeriewalker, Book 1) by Jenna Black, I  know I will finish it by lunch time tomorrow. But hey it should be a great book.

Keep happy :D

Monday, November 29, 2010

Going To Aussie World.

Ok so I didn't post on the weekend, due to the fact the little toddler decided to attach herself to me. It was cute by annoying. It made me feel to motherly. But other than that I loved it.

This will be my last blog until I get back on Wednesday night. Of course I will have pictures for you all to see.  Another great reason I am going it to totally ditch my family, as they have now sent me beyond insane. Which we all knew was coming. But a few days with out them will be gold.

I must finish my packing for the time I will be away at Tracey's, in that time we will be going to a theme park called Aussie world that will soon be torn down and replaced by a water park. :(. It is just sad.

Now I must be off, to pack, shower and finally leave this house for as long as I can :D

XX Love you all and seriously be happy, even if family dose SUCK...

Friday, November 26, 2010


OK so like any other teenage girl I wither hate or love my family, todays is one on the days I lean more towards hate than love.

Also I went to my public library that is why I did not post last night, because I was reading. I borrowed 8 books out in total so here is a list of the books I will be reading this week, please if you read them tell me what you think.

1) Change of heart by Jodi Picoult
2) The Friends of Meager Fortune by David Adams Richards
3) Mystery, Magic, Voodoo and The holy Grail By Stephanie Smith, Louise Katz, Ian Irvine, Traci Harding, Beverly Harper, Kim Wilkins, Tess Williams, Louise Cusack, Julia Stiles.
4) Darker Than Midnight by Maggie Shanye
5) An Ice Cold Grave By Charlaine Harris
6) Embraced by Darkness by Keri Arthur
7) Tempting Evil by Keri Arthur
8) Ironside by Holly Black

I must admit that the only reason I got the first book was out of pure curiosity as I have seen books written by Jodi Picoult all over my local shopping center and it made me curious, so I though why not.

If I like her work I think I might be going back to my library next week so I might be getting more OH YER!!!

So Spend the day with my family makes me realized how much I can actually hate the fact that I am related to them so here are 5 dot points to proved I am not related.

1) I am from a far away land ruled by supernatural people.
2) My mum and aunt think that Christmas beetles are scary and huge and one day might rule the world.
3) Because they actually like the day time, like the sun. I know they are really weird.
4) The family I live with aren't witches and don't understand a thing I say or do and it totally sucks.
5) Brooke is from our far away land because neither of us belong here. a.k.a. we think we were adopted

Now for the rest of the night I plan to work on a few chapters and then read for a little then go to bed. So I must wish you all a good evening.

So all of you have a great night and also enjoy the evening as it is only young. Love you all, keep happy.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Getting To Work

Hey Y'all  This was suppose to go up Wednesday night.

Thank you to my dear friends whom decided to tell me to get to work on my books, but it will have to wait until Friday. As tomorrow I have to go back to my old high school and hand in my text books so I can go and fill in my enrollment forms for my new school. Yes I do know that this will be my third try at high school and this time I will stick it out and GRADUATE. I will even go to formal and wear the dress, do the hair even put up with heels all night.

Until then I will be hanging out with my friends, going to the shops and living up my freedom, well at least until I start living with my auntie and cousins for nights week and then coming home on weekends. But until then my cousins will be visiting every Friday night to Saturday and maybe some weekends to Sunday.

Today I spent some of my time cleaning out my mum's study and moving things from the garage into the right spots within the house. Not fun. My mum has collected so much crap over the years I was surprised I could even move around her study. 
The Sad and Honest Truth

After that I decided to do some research for my books and I cam through with quite a lot that I will now start working into my books. They will just be bursting at the seems with good information.

So normally I would have posed this here last night but my Internet decided to cut out on me at about 7:30, so I took the hint and gave up on the Internet but instead spent the night working on my books until I finally decided to go to bed at a reasonable hour (11pm at nigh). <3

OK so I will post again tonight and also put up a few pictures of my friends if they are at school tomorrow. Love you all and thank you again to my friends who told me to get back to work, you will make the books come to life and also to there facebook pictures for opening my eyes to everything around there world (the picture on the right)

Love you all and keep smiling

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Fun, Fun and No Fun

Dear GO! 99
Vampire Diaries 
I now hate you, first for not telling me sooner that I will be vampire diaries deprived for TWO WHOLE weeks. Also for making me put up some stupid movie in it's place, but I will thank you for allowing the new TV show "pretty little liars" to be aired next week. Of course it better be good or I shall not be a very happy person.

Yours truly
Pretty Little Liars
So other than that last night was fine, I didn't watch the stupid movie but instead went a read my book.

Also a person I am tempted to scream at is my boyfriends parents, who now wish to tell him that he needs a break away from me, OK so I knew his father didn't like me but come on I am not that bad. So now I hate his father and step mother more which I though was imposable but I have found room to make it manageable. Unlike his Mother whom is really nice and cool and she lives in Melbourne in this really cute house and man she is cool.

A huge thank you to one of my two best friends Tracey for making my day by sending me this amazingly hot picture of Adam Lambert. You made my day very pleasant, thank you for helping me keep my sanity. I love you Tracey.
I worked out how to edit my picture
Ok So I found out where I had hidden the camera and decided to muck around with it until I found something else to amuse my small mind, which turned out to be a editing program I found online. So of course I found a ton of old pictuers and re-did them.

Oh also I would like to thank my pain full cousins for there cold and the weather for changing and making me always sneeze.

By the way I have decided to sing up to every book store from my place to the city so I one of my favorite authors ever decides to visit QLD I will be able to go, so I have found every books store and singed up and now I will be able to know when any author visits Brisbane.

Now I must go to my bed to sleep so as my mother put it "make the house princess style" as that is what I have to do before she will get me my lay by of books off.

Have a great day
Have a nice night every one and keep reading, also If I find out any new about authors that are visitng Brisbane and its local surrounding areas.

Love you all <3

Monday, November 22, 2010

Another Day at home

OK besides my pain in the butt mum, today was great until she came home. I did the dishes, folding and cleaned the floor but no nothing is ever good enough for her any more. Ever since i had told her that i was going back to school full stop every little thing I do she always finds something wrong. 

Other than a bitch of a mum. I actually slept in and when i got up I read someones blog and they mentioned blondies. And of course I was curious I had to make my own, they did not turn out all that good. 
That is what they are suppose to look like.

 But of course mine did not look all that good. I have a picture of mine but it is on my lap top so I will post it up tomorrow after noon. I did not work on any books today I spent my day doing house work and talking to my friends on msn and facebook. 

My poor book case is dying under the wait off all my books so I have started looking for solutions to save it before it ca-lapses and hurts the books.  While looking up the shelves i have realized a room in my house will be covered in books from floor to roof. Similar to this. 
 So my loving boyfriend now knows the life he will be stuck with if he ever marries me. Well at least he cant say I haven't given him far warning. Now I have showed him the pictures he is planing on how to build the book cases around our(my) dream home and he even fully agreed to build them for me. 
Vampire Diaries.
No I am off to have dinner and get ready for my Hell Cats and Vampire 
Hell Cats

You just have to love Mondays. Good TV other than tonight I rarely watch TV. I have 25 long minutes before my TV shows start.

That is only the truth

Have a great Monday night.

Keep Happy. <3

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Good Reads

Hey Every One...

Ok so besides working non stop on the 5 books I have going. I have been spending all my time on good reads. My mum has finally admitted that she thinks I have a addiction and to books as well, because I spend all my time alone in my room with a book or working on a new book I have decided to write.

Other than that, My mum and I have made final choice that I shall be heading back to school and attending Kilcoy State High School.

Also on Facebook I have decide to make a page and every day I shall find a new quote from a book I own and put it up there for the world to see. But of course I have gotten the quotes off good reads, it is now my new 24/7 site I spend most of my spare time on.

Well I am off to work on my house work and then back to my book before I start making dinner.

Love you... <3

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

My Weekend Away

Hey My Friends.

Ok so 12th of November my mum, my aunt and i packed up the car and headed of to Gin Gin for a family birthday. On my way up I found the entry I made into my blackberry about a book I had started writing soon after I had a dream about a double form shape-shifter.

So I haven't written much on the new book as I have so many going now. I know I should slow down and do one at a time but then a new idea pops into my head and I really can't help it.

I have so many books going now I must invest some of my valuable time into working out a organization system. Besides I have given each book a folder on my desktop, that is a far as I have gotten.

The Weekend.

Our over sized breakfast. There were only three small eaters and we got all that.

My bed with all my things on it
(Left to right) Mum, Kylie and Me
Me after the party in the hotel room.
 Ok so we had a lot of fun. Staying up until like 2 in the morning because my aunt didn't have children to worry about. 

I had better get back to my house work as it will not do its self, sadly.

Keep Reading and Smiling I love you all.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Working on my book

Hello every one

Ok so lately I hav been focusing 100% of my time onto working on my books and getting them complteted, so research ha been odd. Trying to explain to my mummy why the hell I am googling water demons and forbidden magick spell and even to wolf breeds and animal eye colours.

And the upcoming weekend I am going on a weekend trip to my great aunties for her birthday.There will be kariokie and all things I can't wait. I have even planed a really hot outfit.

I will blog more about my week tomorrow but until then.

Good Night all I am off to watch blood suckers with my mum...

Keep smiling

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Hey Everyone

Hey again

Ok again I am sorry about how irregular my blogging is getting. So lately life has been very weird, my family is getting under my skin and there are 10 stitches sitting in my back and now I have started another book. That makes a total 5 books I have started or finished writing. I love working on my books and my imaganiation has rubed off on my little cousin. She made upp a whole story of vampire ducks that can climb trees and a frog and lady bug that both climb trees and jump on people she is only 3 so it is really cute.  Ok I have to get back to my work. So I will post again tomorrow.

Keep Happy My Readers

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Sorry for not posting sooner

Hey everyone.

Sorry again. I kind of suck at the whole regular blogging thing.

So nothing exciting has happened lately, but next week is exciting I get my first stitches and they are to remove possible cancer out of my back. How fun I know. So two scars on my back and it is just the begin. The doctor pointed out about 10 others that will have to be removed in the future and they are just the ones visible with a halter neck top on. Scary.

So my boyfriend broke up. I am still crying about it at night but i will never tell my family that, my mum already thinks I will break if I talk about it.

But now my head, heart and soul are either lost or so confused about what I am feeling. I miss him so much, his company, his warmth and most of all his love. It hurts to know that we split but I thin kit is for the best. 

My book I have been writing is coming along great, i have fallen in love with my characters. They leave such a awesome life, school, witch craft and boys. What more could any teenage girl want? for me not much more.

Well I better get back to my house work how fun, Love you all.

Keep Happy

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


Hey people.

Again I have to move house. It is getting aloying, every three months or so we move. I wish I could just pack up and move to amercia. Or a hell of a length away from my family. They dont even know what is going through my head, Aunty T thinks i need profencial help as i suffer strong depression. But all i need is time alone, I read to many books as my Aunty A says, but heck i love books and yes im naughty i read in the dark. I am not trying to be a vampire but yes lights do hurt my eyes and i do profer the night over day where the moon is a natrual light and the moon makes the world a better place. Damn i love the moon light, it is natrual and gives the world a shine that you cant imagain. I would rather hide all day and sleep and work and spend my nights along beaches and enjoying my self. But no I have to blend in with the rest of the world. So i am off to get back to work :D and i will type to you again soon.

Keep Smiling

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Making the days go by

Hey friends,

So life has been weird latley, family being odd, parents are so not acting cool. Like some sick jock i am missing out on. If you asked me a week ago if i though it was normal I would have said yes but now it is just to weird. With my boyfriend out of the darn country for three weeks I have only have a limited amount of people I can talk to. Sadly my closest friend either dont talk to me or are angury at me for some reason I still dont know. I have been helpiung my auntie out at her work we have so much fun, at lunch we laughed so hard our drinks came out our noses, and laughing so hard our ribs hurt. We all get along great but i still feel something missing.

Like a part of me has been hidden from my soul and I have to find it on my own, but people don't see how hard it can be when you are a teenage witch people look down upon, Being the oldest of pletny of grandchildren people always look to me to set exaples but when I say I am a witch, they look down on me and boy my mum gives me so many talks abut what I am and who I should be. Mabey I want to be myself and a witch.

Do people even think of each other any more? Why dose the world have to kill our emotions and hearts? I remember when I was a child my family actually knew neraly everthing I did and now they bearly know my middle name, which by the way is Elizabeth.

Missing somenthing I have never had seems stupid but knowing it could be there in my reach makes me work twice as hard to get there and follow, my dreams and goals. So you all have to smile and follow your dreams, if you screw up it is your fault and no one elses, the blame is on you.

Keep smiling, Keep Reading.

Monday, September 13, 2010

The Future

Hey Friends

I have decided that I will stop being bossed around like I am still a baby. I have grown up to be who I am. Yes I am not the smartest cookie around but I have skills not alot of people have. I don't attend school by my own choice I love to read and write it is my addicition. I can write anything, spells, books, chants and even songs. But to the cow that raised me that means nothing unless it comes with a dollar sign attached. Well I am making my self a goal. To get a great job and work my way to the top so I can hurry up and start living my dreams, I have started thinking alot about my future and it has got me batteling between my heart and head. The choices I must make are ones people can never face but I have been working alot on goals and plans, so I know that which ever choice i make will effect every one around me but what can I do it is the ripple effect.

I would love to just leave every thing I  have to follow my dreams, To leave every one I know and start fresh would be great, but I can't. The love I feel for the family and friends i have now is fading and soon enough it will be gone.  Soon enough my relation ships shall end, I will pack everything that is imprtant in my life into boxes, and leave the place and loved ones i called home and I shall start a new life all on my own.

It seems harsh but once you think about it, we all need to say good bye to the things or people holding you back. There a far and few people who will let me have my own feelings or let me follow my own dreams. I am thankfull to my auntie Kylie for opening my eyes to how I have been raised to do certin things. People say that the way you are raised is the way you live, Seeing it for myself is a diffrent story. I thank every one for opeing my eyes. Alot of thing are going to change soon and I will be more than happy making the changes.

Well I am off seeing the fact I have three unperfect little cousins I am spening my afternoon with. You have to love the unperfect ones more than you could the prefect ones.

Keep life happy.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Second book

Hey Readers

I finished my first book on friday night or abut then, today Ihave already started the second book in the series. I am already jumping in and working on the book. I have been researching more and more about the things I want to happen in the book, the exciment is awsome. I have even made a blog just for the books. I am so pumped. I love doing this. All I need it to send if off to someone. I wonder how that will go, wish me luck.

Keep smiing :)

Friday, August 27, 2010

Mum's Friend

Hey Every one

OK so mum has been talking for ages about her friend that was coming up. Well she is here finally. But now mum is bring up everything bad i have done while carol was gone. She is hiding behind her friend and it is crappy. Really crappy as carol is siding with mum and neither if them even care about my side of the problem.

I love carol like another mum but they can both be bitches, she got here yesterday. My mum is taking two day off work, oh great four days with her. Today we are suppose to be going on road trip and i am suppose to get my learners. I'm pissed, i had the money since my birthday and she hasn't gotten off her ass to take me but as soon as her friend is here is a different story. So happy i have a camera and my book to work on, i can escape her world and go to my own.

Mini Oreos are wicked cool. I got some when we went grocery shopping. They are so cute.

Ok now i have to go and do a fewa bit of household cleaning. Love you all.

Keep Smiling.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Cancer Battlers

Hey every one.

Today I did a bag thing for a very good reason, I lied to my mum so I could spend a day with my mother. It sounds odd I know,I don't live with the woman that gave birth to me, I live with the woman who adopted me.

I lied to mum about meeting a friend at the traistation when I was really going to a cemotherpy session with my mother, It was wrong and I know that but I also know I learnt alot from it.

Waking up at 5 this morning I got dressed and I was so excited about seeing mother after a year of seperation. By 6:30 I was at the station waiting for her to pick me up. I saw her and almost cryed. Her cancer treatment had taken all her hair, but her eyes told me she was still the woman I loved. It didn't matter what she looked like she was my mother.

We got to the hosptial at 7:30 and went straight to the cafe for coffee and breakfast, at 8 she had to have her blood tests, watching the painshe went through to get them done made me know she was strong. She has breast cancer so her tube they use to adminster the cemo and take blood is on her upper left chest. I watched as thy took two full things of blood. After they did that we had to go to her doctor that was at the hosptial. He talked to her for a while and gave her all her medication, there was ALOT. After we went there she had to get a xray to check is there was a clog in the tube that was in ehr chest. It turned out htere was so her cemo couldn't go in that way, they had to put it in her arm.

As she got it done, she killed my hand bescause of the pain of the neddle. I saw tears and she only made me know she was stronger. We started her treatment at 11:45 and it didn't finish until 5, I sat there by her chair, reading magazines and catching up on our lives. We missed eachother so we talked about everything but the important things like you alwasy do.

Of course I got busted for lying. I knew it was going to happen, I didn't care after I saw my mother. I knew now I had seen and touched her that she was going to be ok. Finding out she had breast cancer scaed the life out of me, I know she wasn't a perfect mother and but she gave me life and saftey. I knew if I lost her I would blame my mum for not letting me see her one last time, but today I knew I didn't have to worry.

Watching her get pumped with all the diffrent medications and bags of fluid stuff, She talked to all the other paitents. There were three new people today, a 83 year old lady sat next to my mother and they got talking as it was her first treatment. She was so nice we talked for her whole treatment, she left the same time as us. She asked tons of questions and Mother answered them all, she was nice and offered all the information she knew. By the time the treatment was over, I had seen the effects cancer can have on about 7 diffrent types of people, young and old. They were all so nice and strong. I understand cancer so much more than I did when I woke up today.

After spending 9 hours 24 minutes in the hosptial, we finally got to leave. On the way back to the station my mother had a break down. I wanted to cry with her, she was so sad and depressed. But she is my hero, she is strong and amazing. I love her.

To every one batteling or defeated cancer, you are all strong. You have all faced the hardship of cancer. You are all heros. And thank you for opening my eyes to what cancer is and what it can do. You all are my heros, please keep smiling for your healthy days will come again.

Thank you Prince Charles Hosptial for looking after my mother

Keep smiling.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Sunday Fun!

 Hey Readers,

So again another lame Sunday, I got my nails done last sunday and I can't get them redone for another week. I was supse to spend the day with my dad bu he had more important things to do. So my mum tried to make the day happy, didn't work. But we did go to the Woody Point Jetty. I got a few pictuers.  Of me being stupid. My mum was like "you are weird" and im like "Kewlo" she just laughed at me after that. Other than that on my crappy day nothing else has happened. I plan to reach page 100 of my book tonight. HopefulyI will have it finshed soon.

Mum an I haveing a good time on the jetty. Hoping every one is having a good day. Now i better getback to my book it won't write its self.  Love all my friends and family, I am spending the day tomorrow with my other mum, can't wait to see how she is, she is a strong woman  living with breast cancer, Missing her as the days go by. She was the one who brought me into this world and i will forever thank her for it.
Love you all. Have a fun week.